Welcome to Kaiser’s World….

Hikarabita kotoba wo tsunaide
> i put together dried up words..
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soredemo boku no shinpuru na omoi wo tsutaetai dakenano..
> but all i want to do is convey my simple feelings to you..
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fukinukeru kusunda ano hi no kaze wa…
> the blackish wind that blew from that day…
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kinou no haikyo ni uchisutete kimi to warau ima wo ikirunoda
> i threw it away in yesterdays ruins, so i can live today with you with a smile..
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soredemo kono dekigotoga kimi wo kurushimeru darou…
> But still this incident that happened might hurt you…
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dakarakoso sayonara nanda
> and so that’s why we have to say goodbye…
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konomama nani mo nokorazu ni anatato wakachi audake…
> Now we just try to understand each other until nothing remains…
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yagate bokurawa sorega subetedato kigasuite…
> And eventually, we will find out that is everything to us…
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kanashimi go hoho wo tsutatte namida no kawa ni narudake…
> Sadness will run down our cheek, and become a river of tears…
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yureru omoiwa tsuyoi uzu ni natte tokeaunoyo
> and this trembling feeling will become a strong whirl and melt into each other..

my eyes searches for your face fading in a cloud of mist,
how i blindly search so my hand could grasp yours,
just to feel its warmth,
to draw you near,
to see you clear,
hoping to know that you are there.

sadness paints my world in gloom,
but remembering your smile,
comes a euphoric rush of joy,
a picture of technicolor flushes through my sorrow,
and in a glimpse,
i am once again alive.

how i wish to turn off reality for a moment,
to be with you in wonderland,
to share an everlasting happiness with you,
away from all our troubles,
to a special place just for you and me,
soundly enjoying our love for one another.

you make a lasting imprint on my mind,
never ceasing to show your charismatic glow,
its like everyday you paint a beautiful rainbow,
that you’re the treasure beneath it,
abundant with the golds of love and the diamonds of joy,
i feel that heaven and earth has bound to one,
ever since you, my angel, came into my life.

love has sealed itself in eternal abyss,
like a lonely soul wanders without a body,
forever lost in the limbo of darkness,
not to find a home as a shelter of life.

it has withered like leaves in autumn,
the will to love crumbled to fine dust,
its particles turned one with nothingness,
molds into the space of invisibility…

like a heartless master of a katana,
to slice through life into capsules of death,
like a love given to with commitment and honor,
to be stained only with bleeding confusion,

questions of reflection will be asked,
the mind boils with rage, regrets, ignorance in mixture,
and just ending up serving with answers of "why?",
betrayed by an innocent mask of a so called "love"…

the distance between us,
does not matter for the thread that binds our souls,
forever ties us despite our loneliness,
and like an infinite connection,
as endless as the vast universe.

do not despair,
for life carries on with our memories,
in a suitcase of life,
waiting to fill with all of what heaven offers,
to continue as long as thou heart desires.

Maybe someday our eyes will meet,
lives different and goals fulfilled,
and like that first "hello",
we will pick up where we last left off,
with contentment and happiness in our hearts.

Stories will be left to be told,
our regrets we will confess,
from a decision that was undenieably planned,
a choice that was built on sacrifice,
just as perfectly written in destiny’s plans.